Janel's Blog!

So I figured I may as well keep this as a little diary since no one will see it... today pretty much sucked! I found out some interesting info. Lydia and I found out Kyle has been lying to both of us saying he likes us both and saying one thing to us and then saying another thing to another... ugh!!!! 2 faced asshole!

So I just remembered I had this blog... its been almost a year since I've posted on it. I figure no one will even see this... but I have a lot on my mind... 2 guys really care about me... kyle and nate. But the thing is I'm not sure what to do. Even after all this time there is still only one guy that is constantly in my thoughts and that's Hunter. I still love him more than ever. It sucks and I had to vent this cos ik no one will find it. I keep this to myself cos ik it's stupid i'm not over him yet... but he really was my first true love, my only true love, and i really thought i was going to be with him forever, i wanted to be. I don't think he knew or knows how much i do love him. cos there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about him. He's the greatest guy out there and I really miss him.